The twelfth day
was the test. If everything goes right, I have the tests graded quickly, and I
can give them back to the students the next class. Of course, there is almost
always a student or two who cannot “make-up” the test for a while; I will not
give tests back until all of the students have taken it. I guess I’m
persnickety that way. (By the way, “persnickety” was not spell-checked for me!
It must be a real word!)
The next unit goes
deeper into the person of Jesus Christ: Christology. I start the lesson like I
start so many others…with a Bellwork.
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| Holy Name Cathedral in Chicago, Illinois. As we will discover in class, the very name of Jesus means something. The name itself is a prayer and a claim about who He is. |
“What does your
name mean? (First and/or last name)”
Sometimes my students have never really thought about or looked up what
their name means, so I give them the option to look it up online if they need
to. Mostly, we are going to talk about the purpose of names and how a name can
provide insight into the history of a person and their family.
After about two
minutes of students researching and thinking about this, we transition into
prayer. I tell them a story about a student I had several years ago. For
purposes on this blog and its public forum, I will not use the name of the
student, but I will reveal the meaning behind his name.
This student of
mine was a natural leader. Smart, athletic, Faithful, funny… occasionally a
pain in the butt in the classroom, as most high school students can be, but
overall he was one of the best people I have ever known. I met him his 10th
grade year, but it wasn’t until he was in 11th grade that he really
shone as a genuinely Loving and caring person. That was the year he went on the
SEARCH retreat. Where I taught at the time, there was no huge school retreat
that lasted more than a day; the entire diocese opened this three day retreat
up for any junior or senior who wanted to go; this student of mine went, and it
was powerful for him. I’m not going to go into the whole theology behind the
retreat, but suffice it to say, for many teenagers, it is the first opportunity
they have had where they actually felt Loved by God, by others, and by
themselves. He came out of this retreat wanting others to experience that same
kind of Love. He knew that everyone deserves to Love and to be Loved. So, the
next year, as a senior, he was selected to be a Co-Director. He and another
student of mine, whom I also Love very much, would lead a SEARCH retreat together.
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| SEARCH Co-Directors. Memphis, Tennessee (photo G. Call) |
I don’t want to
give away too many details, but there is a tradition of prayer associated with
the retreat, especially with the adults and the students who give talks on
these retreats. I have been lucky to pray for and to pray with several of my students
as they prepared to speak…to share their lives… with several dozen other
teenagers. Before my student was to give his talk late one evening (it was
probably about 12:30 AM), I was able to be there with a dozen of his friends to
pray with him. This is what I told him during prayer.
“Do you know what
your name means?” I asked him. He had never really thought about it. “It’s an
older French word that means ‘take the spear’, as in, take the weapon and lead
others to victory.” I could see his face light up. He was about to be totally
vulnerable in front of so many of his peers, but at that moment he seemed to
let go of that anxiety. “I am so proud of you,” I continued, “because you have
chosen to ‘take up the spear’ and lead others to Christ. You have chosen to be
vulnerable like a warrior…like Jesus… and risk being rejected. But what will
happen is you will be Loved and you will help others to experience Love. Your
name is perfect for what you are doing now.”
Later that year,
he was offered an ROTC scholarship at a nearby university, a goal he had had
for several years. And when he suddenly died in his sleep just one semester
into college, everyone was shocked. He was apparently healthy and made good
decisions and he had a goal…a purpose. They later determined that he had
cardiac dysrhythmia, and the day we all found out, we had a prayer service at
the parish near the school where I taught him. There was not an empty spot in
the pews. It seemed as if everyone who ever knew him was there, including high
school classmates and teachers and college friends and ROTC comrades.
“Take the Spear” I
said to everyone in that church. “Take the spear and lead. I am so proud of
him. Look at how even when he is not
here, he is still leading us to Christ.”
I heard later on
that his ROTC buddies all went and got tattoos of spears to remember him. I
tell this story to my students now. He still is a leader. It is in his name.


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